July 27, 2014

Resolution

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My new cross-trainers pounded on the pavement. My lungs were burning in the forty-degree air and my legs felt like they were on fire.

There it was in front of me. The stop sign. My goal for the first day of training.
 
I didn’t think I could make it. The weeks of running inside on the treadmill during the arctic winter months helped somewhat, but training outside on the uneven ground and in the wind was a new experience. Each step brought me closer. I don’t think I can make it. Yes, I can make it. No, I can’t. Yes, I think I can. And so my thoughts went, in a manner reminiscent of the little engine that could.
 
I can. The possibility was there. I realized in that moment I definitely had the capability to reach that stop sign, but whether I was going to turn I can into I will was the question. The further I ran, the more I was tempted to stop short and give up. I had to resolve to reach my goal.
 
I can = possibility.
I will = resolution.
 
As the stop sign grew bigger in my line of vision, my thoughts continued to run at a similar pace. What about Philippians 4:13?
 
“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”
 
There it was again. I can.

Christ’s strength, His grace, and His power are all right there. Available. For me. 24/7.

“Ah, Lord God! Behold, Thou hast made the heaven
and the earth by Thy great power and stretched out arm,
and there is nothing too hard for Thee.
Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh:
is there anything too hard for Me?”
 – Jeremiah 32:17, 27

Christ will strengthen me, but I have to let Him work through me. He does not force His power upon me.  I have to choose to do all things through Him. I am plugged in to His power source, but, like a conventional light switch, I have to flip the switch on to let the power flow.

Lord, please help me to accomplish what I set out to do today. Give me the strength and willpower to finish well. Help me to turn possibility into resolution.

I made it to that stop sign. By His grace, I resolved to achieve what I had set out to do and through His enabling I did. Is there something hard staring you in the face? A massive rocky mountain right in your path that shouts impossibility? A little bump in the road, but you are so weary that you fear it might be the straw that breaks your back?

“But be not Thou far from me, O Lord:
O my strength, haste Thee to help me.”
 – Psalm 22:19
 
Be determined. Be resolved. Don’t give up. Don’t get discouraged. Let Christ help you. He eagerly waits to bear your burdens for you. He wants to help. He will give you the strength to lay aside the weights and sin that so easily besets you and run your race well.
 
“The Lord will give strength unto His people
the Lord will bless His people with peace.”
 – Psalm 29:11

July 14, 2014

Breaking the Silence



The last two months have been filled with concerts, music practice,  ministry opportunities, time with friends, a wedding (no, not any of us), a much-too-short visit from dear out-of-state friends, a new job, summer projects, and precious moments with family. It is a season of great change for our family. In a month, I will be the only sibling still at home, so I am trying to enjoy these next few weeks as fully as I can. In the midst of the busyness, my writing has fallen low on my priority list, but I hope to rectify that soon. There have been several topics on my heart recently and I hope to write them in post form when time allows.

In the meantime, I would appreciate your prayers. I have honestly never been so busy in my life, and I also know I do not eagerly embrace change. Yet, through it all, God is faithful. His mercies are new each morning, and His loving-kindnesses never end. He does not change, even though my world never seems to stay still for a moment. He already knows what awaits me tomorrow or the next day. He is overseeing each detail, and He is making my way perfect.

"As for God, His way is perfect;
 the word of the LORD is tried:
He is a buckler to all them that trust in Him."
- II Samuel 22:31